The last month

Okay, so now that I have given a very brief history, let me tell you what has been happening over the last month, a little into the last year. Last year, I had lost my career job, which was devasting to me. Just before that, my husband had found out about debt that I had acquired during our marriage that was massive. The reason I incurred the debt was because he has always, from day one, made me pay for EVERYTHING!! Even though he made twice the salary that I did. He always said he was saving so he could go to school to change his career someday. So in order to pay all the bills, I had to get credit accounts to keep up because I did not have the money for rent, groceries, utilities, gas, insurance, etc. When he found out about the debt, I thought for sure he was really going to kill me, but he didn't. He instead moved all the debt to his name and paid off the entire debt. Sounds like a nice guy, right? Well, remember the debt would be linked to him anyway because he is married to me, and he hates debt. So I can thank him for helping me pay it off, but I have endured much suffering in the process.
Anyway, so I am told all the time that I have caused him to treat me the way he does because of the debt. But he has always treated me this way. I am constantly told that I am fat and I need to lose weight. He believes women should be 130 at the most and I am 155. I wear a size 8 and I don't believe that I am fat, but that is what he tells me every day. In the last month, he has threatened to kill me twice, which is why I finally sought help. I really am terrified of him, and the last blow up he had I thought I was going to throw up because he scared me so bad. I have had enough.