Why I have decided to do this...

I have started this blog because I feel that I need to record things that are happening in my life, and I need to be able to sort out my feelings. Whether people actually read this blog or not, I don't know. But maybe there are some women out there that are like me and need to know that they are not alone. I don't know anyone as of yet who is going through what I am, but I am hoping to change that with time. If this blog helps even one person get help, then I will be happy. However, based on my past experiences with blogging, I am not sure anyone will ever read this. So I am doing this for me first and foremost. I will write a more detailed description of what has been happening to me tomorrow. I just wanted to get this started.