Not much to say

I don't have much to write about right now because I have been working so much, I haven't seen him. He did stay out until 2:30 AM last night drinking and he was out until 4:30 in the morning about a week ago. Funny what a double standard that is. It would be great if he were cheating on me. Unfortunately, I doubt that. I am just tired of doing all of the house work and yard work. He made me fill in a hole the dog dug under the deck and I had to lug the bucket a pile next door. I am having a very difficult time finding a place to live, and I had a slight panic attack yesterday because I was thinking of all the stuff I have to get done before I leave, and all the stuff he is demanding that I do. I am so tired of life right now. I need a vacation more than ever! I will when this is all done.