I think he has a clue

I think that he actually realizes that something is up. This is a little graphic, but it pissed me off so much that I have to write about it. I try to have sex with him as little as possible because it makes me sick. But because I am still married to him, I let him have it every once in a while. Well, he has been bugging me over the last few days about it, and last night I finally gave into him. Our form of birth control for the last 14 years has been the pull-out method, and it has worked. He hardly ever does his thing inside of me, especially because he doesn't want a baby at this point. Well last night he did let go inside me and I was so pissed. (I am on the pill, but he doesn't know that). I asked him why he did that and then he asked me if I was planning on divorcing him. Of course I said no, because I only have a few weeks left and I don't need him to try to screw up stuff for me. He then kept accusing me of planning something and then after the fact, he thought it was funny and said, "well, maybe we made a baby". This showed me that he knows that I am up to something and he thinks if he gets me pregnant I won't leave him. What an absolute asshole. He is trying to control me. Luckily for me, I went on the pill back in January to avoid this very thing from happening. I just can't believe he actually did that without talking to me or thinking it might change things. He makes me so sick. I am still looking for a place to live, hopefully I will find one soon.