A "nice" week so far

I am so glad that I have sought counseling for this entire situation. He has been nice to me since Sunday, which is odd for him. Then when he does that, I start to second-guess myself if I am doing the right thing or not. Of course, I know that I am doing the right thing for me, but when he is nice I start to see why I fell for him to begin with. At least for me, I no longer am in love with him and I can say that with utmost certainty. I feel sorry for him, which I've been told is how he manipulates me. But I start to wonder what he will do when I am gone. Is he going to kill himself? I don't know, but I really think he is too scared to do that. He would be too afraid of what comes after death to kill himself. I am just waiting and holding my breath though because I know something will set him off in the next day or two. Believe me, you will hear about it when it does happen.